There are many women out there who suffer with much worse IF than me. I have never been through IVF or IUI. I don't know the feeling if they fail.
I have a beautiful little boy who fills my life with hit so I don't know what it feels like to be childless.
For these reasons I feel like a fraud in the world of IF, like I'm intruding in a world I have no place in.
I have suffered 3 losses and I have a black hole in my heart only another child can fill. But I can get pregnant. I have proved that 4 times over. I just have trouble keeping them.
I am lucky for the people in my life, in real life and online because now I know I'm not the only IFer that feels this way. It's nice not feeling alone.
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